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Hi… I don’t normally post things like this, but I am truly at the end of my rope and I don’t know what else to do.I’m 32F and I’ve been sick for months with disabling symptoms that doctors won’t properly investigate. My blood pressure swings wildly (today it dropped so low and then spiked so fast that I fainted and lost control of my bladder). I used to get migraines and then in March I ended up having SVT super ventricular tachycardia and I ended up having a an ablation in April and it seemed successful, but since then I got really sick after the ablation and it seems like my body is just shutting down and they won’t do anything cause my laps look OK and my ECG look OK and I just don’t know what else to do I live in Canada with no family here, and during the day I’m alone while my partner works nonstop just to cover the bills.I feel like a burden. I have no local support network no close friends, no family nearby. I am an introvert, so it’s really just me, my partner, and our four cats. And as much as I love my little home, I’m terrified I’m going to lose everything because I’m too sick to work, and I can’t keep living this way. I was admitted to the psych ward at my local hospital for 10 days. I was admitted under acute stress due to the fact that my symptoms are debilitating and they said that the reason ultimately that I’m so depressed is because my health is declining, but nothing has moved forward. I’m finding this really hard. I’m losing who I am. I’m losing the people around me and this is no quality of life. I feel stupid begging for help from complete strangers, but I have no means I’ve sold everything that’s valuable. I have literally got a suitcase packed with all my clothes in it. I haven’t showered in days because I can’t without fainting if anyone’s ever suffered from medical conditions and felt alone, and you completely understand how I feel. I set up a GoFundMe asking for like $1000 just so I can book a ticket to go home but I have no other options and I just too scared to share it anywhere because I don’t want people to think that I’m begging for money and to think differently of me. I used to bake cookies and sell them and I don’t even have the energy as I’m too ill to do that and I would love to be able to just do that so I could make some money and not have to beg or ask for help.Doctors here keep dismissing me, even though I have Holter monitors, blood pressure logs, and so much evidence that something is wrong. I’m bedridden most days, I’m fainting, and my quality of life is gone. My only real option is to go back to England where my family can look after me but I can’t afford to do that right now.I don’t want to give up, but I don’t know how much longer I can keep doing this alone.
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