Saturday, December 10, 2022

I just spent an entire day writing this. I can't tell if I'm proud of sort of completing something or if I'm stupid due to who the characters are, crossed with the sad edits I've listened to while righting it


full image - Repost: I just spent an entire day writing this. I can't tell if I'm proud of sort of completing something or if I'm stupid due to who the characters are, crossed with the sad edits I've listened to while righting it (from Reddit.com, I just spent an entire day writing this. I can't tell if I'm proud of sort of completing something or if I'm stupid due to who the characters are, crossed with the sad edits I've listened to while righting it)
"But how could a person live in a world like this? Run by corporations and bulit on survivel of the fittest?"Cartoon network sayed paceing towards Boomerang, forceing his foot to stop tapping on the perfect tiles of Discoverys tower."He's not just a person... He's just as much as a network as you are... just... made differently you know""He's not necessary for Discovery, so CN... he can't live here. I'm sorry...""But he's our baby, we can't shut him down!. He has to go somewhere! , he has to be made into something!""I know and I didn't say we had to shut him down. What the hell?!" CN. She sounded a bit harsh. But she shared all his concern."So if Discovery doesn't need him as another one of her channals...."She looked up at Cartoon network"CN? Do you..."Her eye's flickered back and forth before they landed on him. She was nervous but certain to ask the question she's been buliding up for a minute now."I think.... no.... CN? You should have him""We're both well off but, you're still kind of, still starting off a bit....you know... it's pretty obvious""I am.... but I'm only 19. I'm great with kids but being a father?...."....."you're right" he sighed. "It's our fault""CN I'm 17 and it's our son. You're already a parent company to that uh... thing you're turning into every night. I wasn't ready to be a mother either, and I still want him so bad now. And I wish I wish I could help out but I can't have him liveing hear. It's not allowed by Discovery and sometimes we have to follow our brains hear not our hearts, but you're not directly liveing with anybody anymore""And it's obvious...." he breathed crossing his arm's. Boomerang had a Point. She didn't have a point she was right. And they've been treading on the decision for a week, but never directly brought it up until this snowy, January afternoon.Even if it was an arguement they both kept their voices from raising for the sake of the baby she was bounceing in her arms"I understand" CN sighed. "And I know you're worried about Adult swim right? Since I'm gone every night.... and she can't handle kids?""I had the talk with her though.""What did she say?" Boomerang said, perking up."She said that she can stand a kid asleep while she works all night, and... handle it if he wakes up.... whatever that means""She's Adult swim. of course. I explained to her that scare tactics aren't a way to get a baby to sleep. But I know she'd never hurt her nephew right?.""Right""will you take him?" ...."Boomerang... I will."Really?"I will. Boomerang yes, yes I will take him...""As a channal block...""I love you."The decision making was warm hearted. Mybie a bit emotional. But when he really had to sign the papers and make him a channal block he let his brain take over and act professionally."Name him, Cartoon network"For the past few weeks of his life they where calling him Finn, but Finn can't be a name for the tv channel he was going to be from now onI can't name him Finn he thought. what would the people like? something Universally accepted? CN jr? He thought, there was Nick junior, and the baby that was also born this year, Disney Junior.But that just made Junior feel too in line. This was his blood, and he'd name him something universally accepted but something that he wanted. To "A cute version of myself, something like that*He said to her, to fill the silence.Boomerang opened her mouth to say something, but shut it at the moment when Finn started to cry.shhhh "oh yuck Finn, I have to"He nodded.She left. Leaving him in the room, alone.Jeez, it felt strange with Finn and Boomerang not around. He couldn't let it get to him. He wouldn't have Boomerang with him after this, but he'd have their son at least.He pushed that to the back of his head and started to think again and picked up the penCartoon network.... something cuter.... cartoon...It clicked the moment his eye's opened. *okay then, let's do this.Right when the name was signed, Boomerang stepped through the door. He turned around to walk up and face her and the now asleep infant in her arms. She looked up at him with a smile spread across her face."Cartoonito" he said starring at the tightly wrapped bundle.Boomerang shut her eyes and handed him the newly made channel block.Holding him, his chest fluttered, after all they've done and the hard decisions they had to make, and even if he held him before he was so undeniably precious at this one particular moment, he was all his now. This was his channal block, but when him Boomerang made eye contact he saw and felt the bittersweet look in her eyes. She wasn't going to see their child after this, he had to be seen as nothing more then a long forgotten acquaintance. And CN remembered with a grip in his chest that he had to do the exact same thing with her. They probably had to return to what it was like a year ago, just seeing eachother as a thing of the past. But how could he, when they first reunited after those years apart, they were just starting to keep up with how much they grew, and fell out of contact. And when he slept with her he chalked it up to just wanting to be a teenager and sleeping with a hot chick he sort of had bragging rights to. But maybe the whole concept, of falling out of contact with her, the memories comeing back, and the whole pregnancy brought something out In them both. Did they really have that kind of love for eachother?They did, but at this very moment, his subsidiary in his arms, faceing her, they had the same dread in mind, they had to face this reality of after comeing into contact after 11 year's, just to have a child together and almost even growing closer together becuse of it they really had to say goodbye all over again.But they didn't say it.Boomerang gave him a hug, her face laying on his plated, solid chest.CN's ears where flat against his head, he couldn't hug her back while holding the baby, but the baby snuggled up between them, blue eyes and fist in his mouth was enough to just send a chill down his leg. She had to leave him again, but not without the last thing they could bring to the world together.His eyes closed, and he gave Boomerang a drawn out kiss on her head. "I'll take care of him Boom boom"She stroked Cartooneto's head. He raised and swung his free hand for a second, before letting it claps on his belly. He wouldn't remember this. Or her.... mybie that was a good thing."I love you sweetheart, be a good kid for him" she cued softly."He'll be just fine" he mumbled under his breath.After staring at him for what felt like 20 seconds. Boomerang gave CN a kiss on the chest. And bent down to kiss Cartoonitos forehead."Thank you.... Thank you for everything you you gave me" .....It was time for CN to leave."I- I lov- thank you.... so much"CN, holding the baby. Forced his feet twords the door before he left out the doorway holding his new channel block, he gave her one last look. She didn't look behind her. And he left without saying a word.When he got in his beaten up car, he placed him in back. "Cartooneto, he cued, my new channel block"ahh Cartooneto squeaked out.CN sat in the front seat, he was going to let it all out once he got home. But for now, he didn't want to make the baby cry.


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