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Years ago, when I was in college, I met a girl in a gaming forum. Her name was April and she eventually joined our Skype chat where I,being a internet troll, met her and made very hardcore jokes. At first I thought I drove her away but she stayed and hung out with us. After several months we started to become close. At this time, I had big midterms coming up in college plus a large project for computer networking to work on. I ignored all of it and stayed up till six in the morning almost daily to talk to April. I fell in love. I became involved in the dark underworld of the internet. I learned doxxing, was interested in hacking and even met the guys of Team Avo, a minecraft griefing team. That's a story for another time. Once I got involved in that and started drinking heavily April place distance between us. I didn't see it at the time because I still was talking to her daily and I was having fun and playing video games. One day she disappeared.I was heart broken. Maybe she lost power or internet... Maybe she went on vacation and forgot to tell me. I told myself anything and everything to keep the hope alive because I was in love with her. After awhile the hope died and a piece of me. I hid it well but i cried. I was broken and had no idea what to do.. I searched up and down the internet but couldnt find her.Everyday I heard her voice in my head. I remember telling her I loved her. I remember wishing and hoping to hear it back. I made her laugh and have a good time. But I tried to let her go but it never happened.Years later, I tried again and I reconnected with her. She played world of tanks, it was always her favorite game, and I found her on the forums and made contact. I was excited to find her and have her back. I fell in love with her all over again and I didn't take any day we were together for granted. She meant everything to me. After sometime I deeply expressed to her how I felt and told her I loved her with all my heart. She told me she loved me and wanted us to give a relationship a go. I was ecstatic. Only thing I could say to her was I love you.I don't believe it to be in our cards as she found love elsewhere and moved on from me. Last I knew she went to Butner NC. She found someone she was excited for. I told her I was happy for her. I meant it but I wish it was me she picked.April if you see this...I love you.
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